So much has happened in these last few days and there are things I will not divulge here, some things will remain with me...in my heart, in my soul...left only for my memories. And there is no worry for they will never be forgotten but my life has certainly changed at least I see things a bit differently now.
Kory and I have started training the cubs, introducing them to the muzzles that Meg made. But they are are ornery as my brother and me and they chewed right thru the leather. Now Meg has offered to make them iron muzzles Im supposing with leather as well. But they are growing fast and it may be that we will not be able to keep them as I had hoped. I didnt take into account the rapid rate of growth these creatures had and releasing them might prove to be harder than I thought Im already getting attached.
My beasts, they try...they really do but somethings missing, cant put my finger on it. It could just be me...I think Im being impatient. Everything feels so forced so unnatural so tonight I sat ember down and went over what I expected in my serves. To me as well as to my family. We talked about many things last night, she is the sweetest girl - she's always giggling or blushing. scarlet, on the other hand, is the total opposite but she's coming around. My approach with her will be a bit harsher but most fulfilling, I cant wait. She has already had a taste of my dungeon.
Tonight I lost the ring to Trenton without breaking any ribs. It was a great spar and there isnt one spar with Trenton that I havent learned something. The man will always amaze me I think. He is always pulling all the right moves and I was so sure I would keep the ring but there is not a better man to don the ring of champions than the owner of it. Well, its getting late, I will close here until next I scribble.
Thursday, December 29, 2005
Random thoughts
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::I sat on the edge of the bench as the spar began, blues focused on Trenton's skill, I watched his every move, always learning from him and eyed my brother Bren as he took the blows well and sparred his best. Our Ubar tough to beat yet I sense when I watch Trenton he seems to always wish for his brother to win even though I know he is fiercely competitive and enjoys winning himself. Bren said something during the spar to him after a good strike, he had knocked our Ubar to his arse and as Trenton got to his feet grinning Bren said, "Guess you taught me a little too well," or something like that, the response from Trenton not what I expected but my respect for him grows if that is possible as it is already huge. Trenton replied, "No my brother, I want you the best you can be." To this day the man still amazes me, his honor like none I have ever known before, explains why he has my sword pledged to him for life. As I watched the spar I did find myself cringing a time or two as Bren and I work long ahns together and our friendship a close one, seeing him take that right cross from the Torv, I rubbed my own jaw and felt that pain. Trenton also has a keen habit of attacking ribs, he does it very well and last night he for the most part avoided Bren's ribs, again I think, thinking of the well being of his brother over his own desires for victory, amazing man. Later in the evening as we sat in the arena, laughing and talking our Ubar once again the Champion of Lydius, but funny to say that almost cause he is all the time even when another wears our ring. As we sat around having fun a free woman I like took her teasing a bit far, I was insulted by her remark but knew she did not perhaps mean it as it came out, she didn't think before she spoke or acted in haste in the ehn. My anger surfaced and I glanced to my Ubar who never misses anything, he sat calmly and looked at me, I try to learn from him all the time and when I saw his calm I myself calmed and toned down my reaction and after all was said and done, was glad I did so. Trenton has taught me how controlling anger diffuses the situation and by doing it that way, I realized the amount of control it gave me over the situation. Trenton is a very knowledgeable man, explains why he is an Ubar at his age. My day ended walking back to the house with my brother Bren, who's company has brought me a friendship I value with my life::
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