Event Filled Life

Well, my wires came off a hand ago and what a relief it is to have use of your mouth. Its funny how the mouth when not thought about is taken for granted. Eating was a chore, talking hurt and smiling and laughing were just as painful. Not to mention how painful it is to get back to your duties and they've piled up. I dont ever want my jaw broken again. I cant even spar for another hand...that alone is depressing!

There are a couple of new guests in our city...a couple that Trenton has asked me and Kory to watch closely...Jared Drane and Tamora (she supposedly lost her memory...ah huh). There is something strange about those two. The woman is hiding something and her friend, companion or whatever he is to her, is trying to stay as close as he possibly can to her, as if protecting her from something. I find it odd. They came in search of working at the kaiila ranch then after a day this Jared is eager to spar and become a warrior. I can understand him walking and talking like a warrior...I did long before I became of the Red but what bothered me the most about this "supposed" warrior is that the moment he met me, wired jaws and all, he wanted to spar me as if he had some alterior motive. Why would a total stranger want to spar so eager an injured man? And this Tamora....she tried to see to my wires the day I had them removed. A man can tell when a woman is hiding something and to me I think she is hiding her true identity. I have no proof but gut instinct...she's a slave. Well, Samantha came along and she removed my wires instead. I could see it in Trenton's eyes that he wanted no one but his trusted healer to work on any of his warriors.

I cant express how happy Ive been, even when Callie is dipping everything in cheese sauce...like fruit...ugh! I keep telling myself its only for a another few moons and she'll be back to eating normal food again. And she's so moody, Odin. I had no idea that free women get so moody when they are pregnant. Well, I did but I wasnt in the middle of it! All I know is if things get really bad, I can go get pity from ember or maybe take out my frustrations on tessa. It hasnt gotten to that point yet but believe me, the thoughts have crossed my mind. But thoughts of my unborn sons has me smiling from ear to ear though, without even realizing it!

Amd poor ember. We were at the beach yesterday and I had instructed my girl that when Callie was at my side she was to serve her with as much devotion as she does me and she did. Called Callie her lovely Mistress. She had called the Ubara that the other night and ember secretly asked me if she thought her Mistress would like to be addressed as such. I had no idea what Callie preferred so I instructed her to find out, to see if Callie would like it. And needless to say, both owner and beast found out. Callie will not be called anything but Mistress and I could see the hurt in my embers eyes. She tries so hard and gets so misconstrued but she did nothing wrong and Callie assured her of such. This companionship of mine has thrown my sweet one into a whirlwind of confusion for I am her life and was the center of her focus for so long and now I want her to treat Callie as she does me. I think I was wrong in that respect so there will be another talk with my girl, redirecting and reassuring her.

As for tessa, she is still at the cots where I left her suspended. She is well suspended in all the right parts but the beast, I have decided just becuz, is to be my cot whore until I tire of her being such. She will have to appeal to my tender side not to be sold or worse yet, killed. Her handler will see to it she is fed and bathed as she hangs there from the cot rafters of a small room just on the other side of the mighty birds, scraping and squawking. Callie was a bit outspoken about my antics but tessa is my whore and I will do as I wish with her, not becuz Callie feels a certain way. Callie wants no negative emotions about while she is bearing my heirs well, she wont have them. What is at the cots stays at the cots. My decision has been made. tessa will please me at my whim when I decide.

Well, after a quiet day at the beach, I took Callie for another tarn ride last night. She loves it up in the sky and I just love to see her happy. She wanted to see the city at night from up there. Well, she saw the city and we made love by tarnback. It was not an easy feat let me tell you, though very....satisfying. Riding tarnback has taken on a whole new meaning for me. It seems our time alone together intensifies with each passing day. At this rate, having 27 children will be easy! Raising them, well, that's a different story.