Wired Jaws

Well, journal...here I lay in bed healing from my last attempt to don the championship ring. Tarnstrike, the fierce warrior he is, broke my jaw. The strikes questionably dishonorable which is surprising for Tarnstrike but even though the repeated hits to the jaw with brutal force including once where he struck me with both fists, I will not hold anything against my brother. He obviously wasnt thinking and we all take our chances in the sands. I would like to see my brother rethink his strategies though and pace out the attacks to the jaws...at least on his fellow Lydian brothers particularly me. So I havent been able to attend to my duties and wont for another hand or so, 6 hands before I can spar again which sucks! It was hard for me to concentrate on anything but the pain but the herbs the healer gave me work wonderful, they make me pass out so I feel nothing. Today it seems my pain is subsiding though still sore I cant apply pressure to my jaw, grit my teeth, chew and though talking is getting easier, its still painful. I've been in a daze for a couple of days now...I really dont remember coming home from the cabin. I know I was there for I remember Kory taking care of me that night but nothing after the second set of herbs. But Tarn will have to prepare himself because this little mishap of a broken jaw is not gonna deter me from getting that ring!

I don't remember the last time I fought so bad, well, besides the cake incident at my joining. I couldn't hit Kory with a cake to save my life. I need to spend a bit more time training I'm guessing. Maybe I was in shock when I went into the sands for just that very day I took Callie to see Samantha. She seemed to be getting sick consistently every day since our joining...so I wanted to make sure that she was with child and not getting sick for being my mate. Well, not only is she with child but she is having twins! So maybe it was the shock of having twins had me unfocused and in a daze. Callie wanted to name them Boris and Caleb...well, I didnt like Boris...and of course when I told her that she didn't tell me that Boris was her father's name and only when Kory snickered at the name did she mention it. I couldnt believe she would not tell me the significance of that name but she told Kory and I couldnt help feel bad. Did she withhold that information from me to spare my feelings? What other information is she gonna withhold from me? We we be having a discussion on sharing information, it feels like that is the start of a wall between us...like there are things she feels I should not be privvy me to and I dont like it. Then there were the names Balint and Caden...personally I like Caleb and Caden....good twin names. But there is time to pick out names for my sons. Well, time to pass out...the herbs are starting to take effect.