3rd day of First Hand of the Month of Se'Var (10) in the year 10,158 CA

An uneventful existence have I obtained. I rather enjoy that. My duties fulfilling my ahn, my girls indulging me in pleasures I never thought could be mine. My children growing up into who I know will be gorean men and women of honor. What more could the En'Sword of the largest free port on Gor ask for? I keep to myself and have completely remodeled my properties, the cottage and the beach house, the citizens of Lydius have all been great in keeping the order, Lydius truly is the greatest place to live on all of Gor. The greatest place to raise children....Caleb and Caden have grown so much and have learned so much. They are nearly ready to fly on their own but Da is having issues still. Caleb especially argues with me about being ready and I refuse to let him dictate to me when I feel they are ready to strike out on their own in the big blue skies of Gor. He is so much like me, it stuns me. Where Caleb argues to strike out on his own, Caden says very little about being a tarnsman at all. I get the feeling he is only appeasing me until he is of age to make his own mind. We will see. Both boys know they can talk to me about anything and I await the day Caden approaches me with his true desires for his life. I am planning a trip to the Voltai for them....they dont know yet but I want them to see where their Da was raised and trained. The trip will take us a few hands, so I will leave word for Trenton of when I will leave and of course only when my duties are taken care of. In my men I have no doubts. My daughters as well are growing fast, Breanna...so beautiful and Trenessa and Korlee fast becoming adolescents before my eyes! The littles of my warriors are growing as fast and I am thrilled that I have them all so close. When we do take that trip, it will only be me the boys but I will plan something with the girls as well. I know they truly enjoyed helping me with fixing up the cottage and beach house, screaming and carrying on as we tore down walls and ripped out carpets...:::grins::: alot of frustrations were released that hand! Anyway, my journal...just wanted to jot down a few thoughts...it has been much too long....